Don't Cry

“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.” -Dr. Seuss-

“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.” -Reinhold Niebuhr-

“Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others.” -Unknown-

"A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.” -Unknown-

Home :)

I was just mentioning on my other blog how I didn't wanna go back to KL. Well, not just yet lah.. I'm having too much fun being the unpaid maid here around the house. Haha.. But seriously, I really don't mind doing all the cooking and cleaning coz it's home. There's no place like it. I don't think I can imagine what it would be like if I were one of those victims that lost their homes from a tragedy. OMG, that's so devastating. Can you seriously imagine what it would be like to not have a place to sleep, eat, and shit?? There are times when I take my home for granted. My Dad used to say that every home should be treated with love and care coz if you don't, you might as well just stay in a hotel. So the next time you think you can take your home for granted, think again. Get a home insurance coz I think that's the best gift you can offer the heart of your life. Here's a pic of me in my favorite room in the house. It's the heart of the house; the kitchen!

Avocado Hunt

Last week I finally made my way to the beach with Mom and Seri. The only reason why I practically dragged my sick Mom to the beach was because I was cravingggg for avocado juice. Well, also because I thought she needed some good fresh air. I've been asking for avocado juice around KK but they're all out! Everywhere I went, I never failed to ask for avocado juice but to no such luck! I'd have better luck looking for Ladybug steam cleaners. Hmph!

Luckily, just before I told myself to just give it up, I remembered the beach! One place I knew where they served a yummy avocado juice was at the beach. So I totally dragged my Mom there. And wudya knowww.. They diddd have it!! But it wasn't so avocado-y coz I guess it's just not in season. But it's ok la.. Puas hatiii anyway!

Another place I'm dying to go to is the new area at Tanjung Lipat. I haven't been there yet. Well, I did yesterday but only for a mere 5 minutes. I think I wanna drag everyone there for a family picnic. That'll be just swell!! Can't waittt!!

Resolutions already??

I already know what my new years resolution is for next year!! Hehe.. Ever since I've been planning my New Years Eve party, I've been thinking a lot about what I wanna achieve next year. Most of em are pretty heavy goals but with the right determination and support from my loved ones, I think I'll be able to achieve what I want. Just to throw it out there for you curious munchkins, here are just some of 'em in random order.

1. Get a place of my own. Gotta start looking around for homes for rent.
2. Get my own car!!! I'm pretty excited about that.
3. Get married. Hahaha.. Gotcha! That's not happening anytime soon.
4. Get a boob job??? Nahhh, didn't think so...
5. Get myself that hawt bod I've only been dreaming about every year.
6. Get my braces done. Don't tell me you never noticed my crooked teeth.
7. Pray! At least once a dayy! Goshh, susah sangat kaaa??
8. I think I'll stop at 7. Let's not get ahead of ourselves, shall we?

So yeah, that's pretty much it.. No 1 and 2 are definitely topss on the list and I wasn't joking either. Oh, and No 5 too! Hehe.. How could I have overlooked that. That's a major priority as well. And as is No 6! Eh, semua laaa.. Hehehe..

Let's do this!! I know I can! I've never been this sure in my life!! I think???

Stresssss!

Lately everything seems to get on my nerves. Whether it be nonsensical tweets, smartass remarks, dumb questions... all of it just seem to annoy me so fast. I get particularly annoyed when things don't go my way. I just feel like screaming and chopping someone's head off! Ok, maybe not THAT sadistic, but I can get soooo frustrated. The only people that don't get on my nerves (that much) are my own family members. They're love! But other than that, everyone else gets on my nerves.

The thing that surprises me is that whenever something gets on my nerves, I tend to just sit down quietly and immerse myself in my own thoughts. I don't get moody, I don't let out my anger on innocent civilians, and I certainly do not make that face. The 'macam kena tampar malaikat' face. Hehehe..

I seem to handle my frustrations better now and I'm proud of myself. However, it sucks because I don't end up with what I want! With this kinda stress I'm getting nowadays, I might just need Blue Advantage to cover all my medical expenses I might incur from stress related illnesses!!! Too bad it's not available in Malaysia...

I suggest that if you happen to see me, run! Run like your life depended on it! You might just get on my nerves and I might just bite your head off! :P

Argghhh!! Stress macam niii!!

While In KK

First of all I'd like to say thanks to everyone who's been concerned about the Mom and thanks for all your well wishes and prayers. I appreciate it sooo muchhh!!! Just so you guys know, Mom's doing well. She just had a doctor's appointment just now just to get a second opinion. We ended up staying at the hospital for more than 3 hours. ZzzzZzz~~~ I brought the PSP along but since it was just my Mom and I, I didn't wanna neglect her and start playing the PSP. Luckily my brother came soon after and that's when I popped out the PSP only to have my brother playing it. Pfft~ At least they had wireless!! Thank god for that! But I only found out after 2 hours of waiting because I assumed they didn't have wireless so I didn't check. So next time you go to the government hospital in KK, bring your laptop, your industrial computer, your smartphones, your PSP, your ipod, your.. i dunno.. anything to keep yourself for those 3 hours rather than waste it away waiting..

Anyways, I've been having a helluva time just being back in KK. Just now I went to the fresh market (just so you know, I lurveee fresh markets!) to get fresh produce and I was so excited! Where can u find a market with an awesome view of the sea and the sunset? So we ended up buying fresh fish and squids and I made cumi-cumi bakar, while mom made ikan assam pedas.. Sedappp!!! :D I'm glad she's getting her appetite back..

Tomorrow I'll be making ikan basung goreng for lunch! Yummyyy.. Gosh I really cant lose any weight when I come back home.. Helppp!!